Today has been one of those days.
I was planning on making potato leek soup for dinner, but feel SO tired and lazy, so had hubby pick up a frozen pizza on his way home.
This is really one of the first times we’ve totally failed in our commitment to not eat out or buy junk food in April, but it’s very frustrating to me, all the same.
I’m so disappointed in myself when I look at my beautiful daughter and realize that even she is not enough motivation for me to stop putting crap into my body.
I generally don’t try to make this blog a place of negative focus, but I’m really feeling it today. And because you who are reading this are my community, I’m asking for your support.
I am overweight. I have been most of my life. Over the past months I’ve drastically changed my eating habits, but it is hard. I have lost weight since starting all this, but it’s not a fast process and I hate that. A lot of times, I can accept it, but other times it frustrates me so much that I wonder if it’s worth it.
I just don’t know what it is that makes me mess up when I want so badly to be good.
I don’t want to go on and on…the reality is it is just about next to impossible for me to talk about this. But if you have encouragement, or advice, or a story…I’d really love to hear it right now.
In the meantime, I’ll work on getting back on track for tomorrow…